....A New

Its funny how things work some times.  I started this blog a few weeks ago after finding out that I was pregnant with our first child. I had an unbelievable happiness that I wanted to share with the whole world, well with family and friends at the very least.  I picked out the title thinking it was clever and very fitting given what a crazy journey Matt and I have traveled thus far in our ten years together. Looking back at it we both are amazed at the winding series of unfortunate events that have lead us to the place we are now, the place that we both feel we are meant to be. I say this now, just days after finding out we have lost the child that had filled our hearts with so much joy.

I have not decided to move forward with this blog for it to be a memorial or as a place of sadness, but rather a place for me to chart and journal all that will be and has been going on.  It is not created for the world to see, and I doubt that many family and friends will visit and read, but rather this is for me.  I find comfort in writing, getting my thoughts out of my head and down on "paper", to me its somewhat of a "purge". 

So, with that being said here is to ..a new.